one year anniversary coming up...... thoughts have been circling my head for awhile now. some painful, some happy. mom received the hospice "one year" note of sympathy and hope. that was nice-- and painful. i remember reading how some other caregivers friends reacted to their notes.
while i'm not sure how i'll be on the 10th..... my head is planning. i want to begin again. begin in the truest of ways. will i accomplish that--i dunno; i can't let that part sink in right now. all i know is dad would want me to continue trying my best. that, i will do.
3.10.08
10:52pm
pray with us.
while i'm not sure how i'll be on the 10th..... my head is planning. i want to begin again. begin in the truest of ways. will i accomplish that--i dunno; i can't let that part sink in right now. all i know is dad would want me to continue trying my best. that, i will do.
3.10.08
10:52pm
pray with us.
2 comments:
I pray that you find the peace in that day that I found. Your love for your dad will never die, but you are right, he would want you to move forward. Releasing is never easy.
I was thinking about you on the 10th and hoping you were doing okay. You are right, all you can do is your best and that is exactly what you have done. Your dad would be proud of you. I have a feeling he is smiling down from his special place up in heaven at you.
Be good to yourself Kat.
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