lol! there was a big dipute over how to say 2010..... you can see where i landed! :)
only a couple short months ago i was unemployed and frustrated.... not to forget worried. that has changed-- thank you, god. the path felt right and i just let it go. i gave it my all with complete confidence and landed a great job back with the company i left to take care of dad.
i'm happier than i've been in a long time. it's a different happy-- strange to say but i've learned there's all kinds of happy. i feel a different fulfillment and a different contentment too. i think it's because of what i've been thru. without all that caregiving stuff, i wouldn't have known there were differences.
everything about life is different now. it's not like anything is new-- i simply have a nicer peace within me. i had a nice one before so, i feel beyond blessed to have this extra!
i read cinn's december blog post-- made me smile. all the emotions are there inside but it came out as a smile and it's awesome to know it's there. dad's 2 year is coming up, cinn. i'll think about your post on march 10th.
mom has adjusted to my new schedule so well.... the first week was hairy as she was ill. doesn't that just figure?! a nano-second of 2nd-guessing and that was it. we both made it thru and we both still are doing just great.
life goes on. with..... happiness..... peace..... contentment.... fulfillment..... with a smile.
thinking of you all. (hugs)
Sunday, February 21, 2010
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