just heard that 3 siblings are getting together for a wrapping party! i'm sitting here in awe of my offspring. i needed this boost-- and whatta boost it is. my head is full of visions of what will go on-- the joking around, the getting frustrated, the loud music, the gimme this- no i'm not done yet, the let's stop for awhile and play guitar hero.... at 20, 20 and 16, i couldn't have designed better relationships. good times, kids. good times.
dad is back to old habits. this makes his 27th hour in bed. he's been up to go to the bathroom, he's changed shoes and chosen different blankets, but he's not making his way outta bed beyond that. i left his pills and a nutrition drink for him earlier-- he got those down.
ohhhh my lil head is spinning. although i have mom here, too.... i feel very alone with my thoughts. if dad doesn't or can't get up tomorrow morning...
too many scenarios, too many opinions to endure with every scenario... on christmas day i'm gonna be damned if i do and damned if i don't. sometimes humans really bug me.
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